loong post(:

its been a few days since i like touched the com. its like so...hard to resist gave in to temptation today hoping that i will not fail my chi paper tml. LOLS~ ok, im like stronger in chi than in any other subjects so ya... not so worried. maths paper was a total disaster. gahh... eng paper was ok, and sci - i wrote till my finger wanna break, hope teacher will give me full marks for the question. haixz. i'm like multi-tasking =.=' haha. lame i know, but ya its important to know how to multi-task [in a sort of way] =.- haha.


recently gonna go broke lerr. pengz... buy so many presents for friends then now saving until like super siao...haha. yehh...

Sunday afternoon did some extreme packing. LOLS~ find all my previous year's w/s then revise. hehx. nvr file prperly. just dumped everything to a very big ring file. hahx. then my mom go and call the electrician ask him come fix our hot water heater. then FINALLY the hot water got liao. yay! then at night was looking through my english w/s and exercises then many memories flooded back into my mind lox. those memories like slideshow like dat...one by one get see and go on. the happy/crazy/fun times and the kena beifa times like all funny funny dex. read through the many newspaper articles and had many feelings and 感想. thou some of them had nothing to do with the newspaper articles but still ya...counted rite? heh hehx.

then after that monday watch show then wished that i could like stay at that young age whereby nobody cared about their wat some people call 'face' or 面子 and just play all they like. dun need to worry about the past, future and present. it'll be like so great de lo. then nobody come gossip about you...dun need to give a damn about the financial or any other problem in the faMily. you do something wrong the others just say 'ohh, so cute!' not like now they say 'so ill-breed' gahh. just do wat you like[besides against the law things la] den just 过 zhe 无忧无虑 de life lo. haixz. but to0 bad. everyone gotta grow up and face wateva there's in our life's. yup.

with the prelims almost ending, its like a total load off my back. just hope everything would be alright and my marks wont be to0 lan. yeahh. teacher gave us alot of things to confirm...from name to type of house. hahx. seriously does the government need to know this for our PSLE? nvm.

i've learnt to let go off the past and dun think to0 much about wats going to happen in the future. i'll just take things as it comes bah. thinking abt it doesnt make it happen neither does it make it not happen. yup. letting go probably is the best way to make life better and myself happier. yeahh...i guess so. life's has its own ups and downs, i've gotta learn how to face this obstacles, be strong no matter wat happens and have more confidence. yeep. thats what im lacking in myself. when i'm sad/upset i dont talk...yeahh i dont...base on my talkative character unless i dont really know you and we're not close at all. yepp. if i know you like close friends, i can crap the whole day. hehx. so ya...at those times, dun bother quarrelling with me when im quiet just shudd up. i wont blame you for it. hehx. ok, maybe sometimes im just tired. tired of life, tired of the obstacles that i have to go through as part and parcel of life, tired of life's everything. those days are rare, so if you happen to be with me on one of those days, count yourself unlucky. im mostly talkative and crapping alot. hehx. cant be stuck at home, loves going out and ya...just not at home.

trasferred the pics from the cam to the com lerr. so many...my sis museum pics, weixin bday party pics, my cousins' pic and some random ones. hehx.

im feeling a little depressed now- for i dunno wat reason...maybe just having alot of thoughts in my mind. yeahh. listening to songs from my winamp player. no mood to listen to english de so deleted them from my play list. hehx. really wanna thank melie de mom...everytime go eat or wateva with them, she always treat me. thank you!

current mood,
-its beyond words.

tessa.