emoness. shucks.

OMG.
SHUCKS.
im feeling NOT SO WELL.
oh CRAP
guess i over-exhausted myself.
im feeling so feverish
& sickly
bwahhhhhhhhhh~

emoness. BEWARE!
the nationals are still on.
but we alr cant advance.
the most is the group tourney.
we really really wanted THIS.
for CEDAR & of cox,
OURSELVES.
if we got through,
we wld have earned the respect from
the many many other ppl.
eg. cedarians, teachers, other sch ppl etc.
everyone has been looking down on us.
just because we are not producing results.
its really sad to see everyone looking down at OUR SPORT.
so wat if we're not up to the t&f, bball, netball etc
standards?
you all still sld not look down on us.
but im still encouraged by those who are supporting us.
thanks alot! (:
GREATLY APPRECIATED

i really really wanted this.
alot alot.
seriously.
but i dont know how much YOU
wanted it.
its just sth insignificent i guess.
spoke to fong wa abt lotsa
lotsa things after our matches(:
fong wa's a great senior ♥
wenmin too ♥

thanks BUDDIES (:
those encouragement were
really really great(:

its over.
i'll have to wait till next year.
i hope these efforts are not wasted.
the love&passion nvr dies.
hopefully
i dont like the feeling of being small
theres no need for a big bang either.
all thats needed is equality

im really really very very TIRED.
i dont know how to carry on alr.
i dont want the passion to die out.
but i dont know how to carry on.
the tot of giving up comes up
but the encouragement pulls me through.
im glad i have you all (:
i nvr tot i cld make it this far.
but i dont know how long i can hold
on either.
SHUCKS.

enough sobberish mood.
bwahhhhhhhh~
i saw DEB!
miss her loads loads manxz!
♥♥
but too bad i cant talk to her.
kinda predicted that alr.
so i wrote her a POSTCARD! (:
hahas.

i want RETARDNESS back!
who stole it?
NUTSO.
bwahhhhhhhhhhh~

my headache and all
is killing me.
so is all those undone hw.
friggish crap.

have faith~

i cried.
yes.
as i typed this ):
those tears just cldn't
hold on longer ):