i strongly believe in what i believe.

sister's buddy came over to stay,
so i'm left bedless and forced to bunk in with my parents.
long time since i had snuggled in between them at night.
hahaha,
i abit reluctant but it'll be over very quickly,
so i'll just bear with it! haisss. Lol.

tournament coming.
really want to do well,
must train hard and have a strong mentallity.
have to do us proud,
have to prove what i can be(:

through the toughest times i've endured through,
i believe i can go further!



humans are fickle beings,
constantly changing with their environment.
i just hope you stay as the old you,
not 'suiting' with the surroundings.
i hope for the same for myself too...

have been more easily angered nowadays.
just hope to control my temper
and calm my mind.
need to be more patient and mindful.

been hearing lotsa things recently,
hopefully they're not true.



















life's not totally perfect,
it comes with ups and downs,
and good and bad surprises.

despite many actions and effort put in,
we might not have gotten back what we thought we wld,
it came with surprise with what stayed and what left.

humans can be selfish and thoughtless.
thinking about themselves and seldom about others.
i thought about the happenings,
how i wish all these things wldnt have happened,
how i hope we knew how to cherish and appreciate one another.
but if we knew, wld the world still be so chaotic?

i doubt.

through all, i just wish you all the best in everything.
i really dont wish to believe in what i heard,
because from my memory,
i truly believe you're not such a person.

i want to believe you're the person i thought i know,
pls prove me right.