cdiv nationals

hello:D

so its coming to the end of march, quickly.
somehow i've felt that march seemed unusually longer,
but that part of me just doesn't want it to end, yet.
in addition, a new schedule arrives D:

c div nationals has ended,
and results weren't that good.
maybe we could have done better,
but i guess this was a good experience for all of us at least.
won my matches against plmgs, chij(tp) and mgs.
felt that as from each matched that i played, i improved.
maybe of the pressure, experience and skill? hopefully.
but at least i felt the progress,
and i will fight to achieve even more (:
somehow from this tournament, it gave me more confidence for spex
and i'm sure i'll perform better the next time (:

maybe i'm a little disappointed we couldn't make it to the semis,
but looking on the bright side,
at least i don't need to miss lessons anymore.
i really can't stand missing lessons when like the tests are all so near,
like i'm totally missing out so much.
so CT week is in week4,
which is like what, 1 week from now?!
i'm totally unprepared and i'm really FREAKED OUT.
jeez, i've really got to score this year but i'm still unprepared!
and so why not go start now, why am i still blogging?
well, thought i'll just take some time to blog a little updates. heh (:

st nicks fiesta ytd.
same day as telok kurau and acjc.
woah, the meteoride was pretty fun :D
but the stuffs were pretty expensive. oh wells.

yea, so here comes the arrival of april-
the well-dreaded april.
the tests week is making me seriously worried and flustered :/
and some tennis stuff too,
which are pretty much depressing me :/
possibly would be cutting down, but i don't want to, don't want.
and you're one of the reasons why.
i don't want to decrease the amount hours i put into this passion.
it takes up a big part of my life so i'm not willing to put it down.
i know it's not like totally gone,
but i can't bear to, at all, even this much.
i tried convincing myself that it would be good,
as i'll have more time to focus on my studies.
but i though again,
why do you think that despite the long and tiring trainings,
i strive to hang in there, and still work hard in my studies to achieve the best?
because i never wanted it to end, it to come.

anwyy, i'll wish all the march kiddos a BIG, FAT:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO! :D
all the best in your future blahblahblahs and
tralalalas! ;D

to: yong, amelia, farhain, jiaen, archana, huifeng, geraldine, jerlyn, amanda, liang, vivian, shanping, ayushi, daren, vanessa! :D