d i s t a n t

hello:D

Term Test just ended on Friday,
a GREAT relief (:
i was getting so flustered and tired alr :o

yeap, so i had a relaxing holidayweekend,
with my TWILIGHT (:

thought i would have spent some MORE time relaxing and all,
but matilda revealed that EndYears were in 6 WEEKS.
yes, so it all crashed back down to,
one weekend and BACK TO MUGGING. :o
urghhh,
though i realised i quite enjoy studying :o

and thanks to those who expressed their concerns and views over my NJ thing,
really appreciated it (:
i'll take them into much consideration,
love<3




i've always been in contact,
but why isit that i feel that it's slipping?
did the thoughts change, did feeling subside?
i still feel the happy sensation and rush of adrenalin,
but i can't hold out for as long as i used to..
while i want it as badly,
i realised i'm failing as badly, either.
i don't know how long more i can keep in touch with it,
hectic schedules, pack timetables;
all prearranged back-to-back.
with such an uncertain future,
it never fails to cross my mind,
how long more i can and will sustain with it,
as much as i want too.