Wherever you are, Please, Come back soon

I want to blog. I want to lament and pour out every single thing that I've been thinking and feeling throughout all these days.

But when I look at the screen, my mind goes blank.

Maybe it's because I don't know where to start,

Maybe it's because I don't know how to start,

Maybe it's because I wonder who's reading,

or Maybe, just maybe, I don't really want to say it all out after all,

Maybe, just maybe, I want someone to say it all out for me, or feel it for me without having to tell them.

But it is reasonably unachievable, so I understand.

Sometimes I dream of.. just lying above the cool, damp, soft grass and stare up at the sky. How I would tell myself that I wish I could do that and all these stressfulness, worries, fear and anxiety would be gone, be it with the wind, or the sky. I could dream about a living in an Arcadia, be in Utopia. But back down on Earth, here I am, no matter how much I can detest it; Even if my heart is not in unison with my physiques.

(This blog post is swaying, I realize)

Anwy, this weekTerm has been much of a tsunami, so far.

But still gotta hang in there.

At the very least, there's still some things that keep me moving on, and I'm glad and thankful of them.

I'm not very sure what I'm talking about anymore, because my mind's in a pretty disorganized state as well. But at the very least, I'm not deemed insane yet.

So much stuff to clear;

So much stuff to sort.

I need to get some sleep.

Thigh aching. Shin splitting. Head drumming.

I really need to get some sleep.

Anwy, let's try to be positive, all of us. Even if, Life Sucks. Hah.

We're really in all these, together.

All the way, ohfive! ♥ (:

Wheverever you are, Please, Come back soon.