Details in the Fabric

Thought to blog today cause I'm tired of mugging. Not to say that I've mugged very hard these two days, cause I really don't know how to quantify the term 'mugging hard' (thought I'd really wish to say that of myself), but I'm just really tired. It's the time when you look back at all the papers, books, handouts, notes and etc. around you and question, is this really worth it? During the time when we didn't get to mug (quoting Tri that "mugging is a privilege"), we wished that we could do so. But now, slightly less than 8 days away from the exams, and given free reign to just mug our hearts out, two days into it and I'm already so. damn. tired. ): Not to mention that I really haven't completed much. The thought of having the compete with a cohort of freaking smart and creepy people, it is not just my grades alone that matters; but more of the percentile. Who else bothers to look at your grade if your percentile is like what, 10%? Freaky.

Yea, I know it'll end in 2 weeks. But at the rate I'm comprehending things, I doubt I'll ever be able to get there. -inserts pouts-

Or maybe, I should just have a twee bit more confidence in myself. Seriously, it's getting a little childish right.

Anyway, I wish I have Children's Day all back again. Maybe we'll have one after the papers. We'll visit theme parks, eat ice creams and popsicles, ride bicycles, go to playgrounds, sit on swings, visit the zoo, eat, love and play! wahhhhh, all those things on my to-do list right away! :D I'd really wish to have a Children's Day. poots.

Noted that things have changed; as well as times. Gone were the times I'd just swing over to a friends house after school to spend my time there all the way till 12 in the morning. Oh wells, impermanence ain't it.

Rah, just some random musings. I'd really wish the exams are over right now now now!