And who do you think you are/ Running round leaving scars

There comes a time where nothing interests you anymore; at least for me it doesn't.

And suddenly there's this feeling to want to just be an average girl, leading an average life, in an average school, with average grades.

Oh damn.

Know I've said this probably a thousand and one times already by now, but am so damn tired from school, I really wish I could just quit. Yea, just go on and rattle on about perseverance, determination, about it being all up in the mind, yada yada blah blah. Honestly, after a while I really just get sick and tired of telling myself the same old stuff. Maybe its time to change tactics. Ha.

So many things running through my mind now and it sucks ): Maybe its the womens' ability to complicate matters or think-too-much. But all these running around gotta stop someday. Its just a matter of the time.

And after all this ranting, I'm still back to reality and just gotta suck it up, and just do it.

There. The cycle goes on...