Stuck on Replay

Kay, so I didn't know that Children's day was being shifted to a week later than usual? Whichever the case, does not quite matter anymore anyway.

So, promos ended earlier this week. Wasn't entirely atrocious, but definitely not up to standard. Would say it started off pretty well, but only to end up gradually getting worse over the days. Dreading the return of the results slip now. Can't afford to fumble another time, with so much at risk. Sigh. Hardly the talk about qualifying for a H3, or even keeping my scholarship, kinda worried over keeping my 4 H2s even. Dang. So maybe I should have worked hard over the entire year, then it wouldn't be such an arduous journey at the end, huh. Whichever the case, 'tis over. Shall look forward to doing well for PW instead.

Gotta psycho myself that ultimately, A level matters the most. A level matters the most.

Post-promos has been relaxing. Living the life of sleeping, reading, eating, and the cycle goes on. Hopefully I get out of this mood soon and start to rekindle faith with my academics, though. As much as academics aren't everything, they are, and need to be, for me now.

On the side side side note, it's raining now. Two-thirds, of the apartment lights from the block opposite are switched off. It's pretty chilly but really comfy though. Dream perfect day to snooze in, but ironically kept wide awake. Started wondering what I'd like to do in future. Maybe if I have a goal, I might do much better? Idk. Honestly, kind of lost. Everything seems to have the sorta profit-motive kinda objective. It ain't all that good. It ain't.

Kay, often lost for words when I reach this page. So that's it then.

Time to snooze.