Well there's so much they hold

Glancing back on the posts in 2011, they sound really depressed/depressing huh. 'til now, I still feel that 2011 was the shittiest year so far. And lets just say, 2012 isn't going to be very much better with the advancement of the big 'A's at its end.

But its undeniable that it was also the year I probably learnt and grew the most. Or so I think. From where the positivity, cheerfulness and strength came from, all was transformed to negativity, despair, exhaustion and weakness; all within a single year. Literally saw the world around me crumbling, bit by bit, metre by metre. Never had I experienced so much negativity and tiredness. What used to be fun, relaxing become nothing but boring, motionless. To the extent where quietness was something I sought everywhere I went and something I thought was really who I am. And I guess it really is.

But its all over now. I've pulled through. With lots of strength and support and love. It definitely wasn't good, wasn't easy, but at least its over now. Now I've just gotta start picking up the shackles and piece back this life.

It wouldn't be easy; nothing is easy - something I've learnt last year - but I'll just try it still. Possibilities are endless. I won't give up.

Would just really really like to thank those who've helped me pull through the past year: Daddy, Mummy, JieJie, Hangqi, the very lovely 05 and HELMies (Choobs, Ser, Wei Kai) and the buddha-dhamma-sangha. Thank you for giving me your support and encouragement all the while and for hearing out all my whines, cries and whatever not. Love you all to the depths of the Earth ♥ May this year be a better and greater year for all of us alright :)