Where do i go from here

Is the next question. Retracing my steps and dissembling my life to figure out where exactly was it that i went wrong. Funny tho, because i think i know where it is, but i just refuse to acknowledge it. But either way, i can't do anything abt it already now. What's been said, has already been said; what's done, done.

2012 is drawing to a close - a tumultuous year of joy, pain and sorrows. Kinda glad its over but not so sure of what's to come either so seems like im stuck here for the moment.

And with these last few days, all i want is to end it off well - a goal i'll strive to achieve in this very short run, along woth a heap of others, where letting go runs at the peak of it all.