Constant changes

Uni has begun.

So much has changed in the past month that i don't think i'm quite ready in taking it all in yet. This time, it's all about being honest to myself - one step at a time.

Uni has opened up my eyes to a lot of things. About being open and accepting and changing perspectives, judgments and bias. Some things are not as taboo as i thought they initially were like smoking and drinking and sex (like socially unacceptable), but some things are on the other hand, very extreme when i thought they were just normal.

Still adjusting, adapting. Trying, trying.

Kinda really miss schooling days back in nj with the 05 gang. Sigh


Why is it that when i look through all those old posts, i wasn't happy? What must i do to be happy? Am i happy now? Without the 'bugging' of you, having someone to meet constantly, having someone to think of constantly.. life is so different.