Tender

I dont know what to think. Went to kallang basin today, but this time with someone else instead of you. I dont know if i miss you or this means i miss you or anything at all. But what i do know is that it feels kind of horrible now and i really dk what to do or what to think. And it doesnt feel good at all. I dont know if i gave up to early and i'd like to hear abt you abt how you're doing but i dont know and i dont dare to ask. I see things hear things even eat things and think about you. I dont know if what im doing/thinking/feeling is right and i dont even know if there is such a thing as being wrong anwy. 😔