hey there delailah, what's it like in New York City?

It's been 5 and a half months now - knowing you. And ever since Feb 14, it's been questions above questions to myself - about us. 

Sometimes I like you so much - much enough I wish I could give you a warm embrace to show you how much I appreciated whatever you have done; much enough I wish  I could lean on your shoulders and tell you that I really enjoy spending the moment/ those moments with you. Yet, sometimes I can be so annoyed and irritated at you yet I ask why do I act so tolerantly and forgivingly towards you. Are we going to be like this forever? Could I carry on like this forever? 

Sometimes when you talk about me being passive, when you say things like at the end i am always very sian, I wonder if it was what caused the end of things 8 months ago.


You're like the Sun - fiery, active and alive; filled with big dreams and goals and wants; full of life, power and potential to achieve and outshine any other.

I just wonder if I could ever match up.


And I don't know if this is all because of what happened 8 months ago.