(About) Time.

About time to accept that these feelings are mine. A year ago, the same thing happened. And perhaps if the same things has been happening to you (me), then the problem lies within. But whatever the cause/consequence, it is time to let go. Time to realise that things have changed. Maybe gone back to square one but regardless.

Yes, you are unhappy. and no matter how much you struggle or push or pull, you are, in the end, still going to be unsatisfied. Everything, not resolved, goes back to square one.

You can wish to make things better. You can wish you can be the solution to the worlds problems. But there comes a point you need to realise that you, are you. The world continues spinning.

At this time of pain and sadness, so much of me wishes i could be on exchange, away from this misery. But at the end of it all, you know you will miss home, miss it back here, miss it all. But we live in the present moment. There is no escape.

So time to start now. No longer being sucked into the black hole of thinking too much of . It's not easy, yes, it's not going to be easy. But
I can stumble along the way. Even fall if i lose my balance. but Never lose grip. You'll be okay. I'll be okay. If it's not okay, it's not the end.



Time to grow up, Girl.
Time to believe stronger, move on faster, finish better.

It's About Time.