Take heart.

Here we go with another SU officially over and handover days are round the corner.

And when i say that this journey so far has just been 累, i think i really mean it.

Honestly tired. Drop dead kind of tired.

Can't exactly remember the last time i could confidently lift my mind off camp stuff. Still, there were many mistakes with insufficient QC over various things that will prolly continue to bug me for a good time..

But not ready to give up.

Thinking back and reflecting on how things had been/how things could have been (better) and you wonder if they are reasons/explanations or excuses. To whom do these matter and to whom should you focus your energy on. Even if the fact remains that so much heart and soul has been put into what others would deem as "just a camp", how much do people appreciate your efforts? how much do people see what you have done, understood the difficulties you've faced, viewed things from your perspective, lived the life you've lived..loved the life you live?

And at the end of it all, the only questions i have to believe in is to be able to answer to myself - Have I done my best? Yes. Do I regret? No.